Don't waste time for you

I listen whatever you not ask to me,
               Then why i wasted my time for you 
Pain is beyond limits now,
               and I promise to my self
               my silent eyes will remain silent forever for you,
Now things are not beautiful as used to be
                 Lips shudder if to speak,
                 I don't want to reveal  secret of  heart,
Your magic will not again make wept.
                          BUT 
Today again he appeared ,
                All the past starts surrounding me 
                 and eyes are pierced with past aroma.
                 why i teary in so pleasantness,
                 Why those starts to circulate soul ,which
                 I left in  past,
                 Past time tears at  heart,
I listen whatever you not ask to me,
     Then why i waste my time for you